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ahhhhhhh my stupid kobukuro cd better arrive tomorrow morning!
i have to leave tomorrow night so if it doesn't arrive.. errr WHEN WILL I GET IT?!

aiyo........ its kinda sad now. i watch tv and i have no dramas to look forward to for like the next TWO THREE weeks.. and yes you might say hey you're going to Osaka anyway.. but when I am at home.. ALL I DO IS WATCH TV!!! (especially in osaka) so ..... AHHHH! no more yuukan club. T___T i think the show is utterly cute. its not like 5 stars action packed sort of thing but it's made me laugh for the last 10 weeks being in Japan.
watched it when I was still living with Sarah... with her.
watched it when I moved to my new place... alone.
the past two months ~ its been helped me go through living in Japan and just having something to look forward to when I get home.
sighs.

and then next month Tokyo is going to be infested with Kame again. Kame and his "skinny" boxing body.
ugh.
i'm going to be heading home.... looking at the bookstore by my station and not going.. ooo which magazine is Jin on this time.. but rather.. ugh there's Kame again LOL.
maybe I'll start being disgusted with him again hahaha.

well I think i'm kinda done packing for Osaka yet I feel like I'm missing something.. something I can't quite place.
damn.

PS.
FUNNIEST moment after school today.. I dressed up cuz I figured I wanted to look decent this time around when I go to Shibuya 109 and so I decked out in my long skirt, black sweater, knit belt and........ well as albert calls it "insert some black R&B star name here??? maybe Kanye" style hat.. or well what I'd just call.. Koki style hat LOL.. (or the same hat I have on facebook) and my new leather jacket. and as I was walking towards the station, there's these two white guys chatting.. and meh like my usual OMG a foreigner reaction in Japan, I looked at them for a sec. well that and cuz I remembered I went drinking with one of them who.. I think is Irish? and was like hey its him... then I kinda realize.. his friend is looking at me.. i look away but then catch myself and think.. hmm was he checking me out??..
so I glance at him again..... and what do you know. he has the BIGGEST grin on his face as our eyes meet.. 
i look away and ALMOST .. ALMOST break into a laughter cuz that was a.) the LOUSIEST pickup move ever...... b.) a white guy wants to hit on me... c.) he probably thinks I'm Japanese.
I couldn't.. and still can't stop laughing about it because its hilarious..
now where is my JAPANESE guy to do that to me.
damn those jap boys and their shyness.

look look.
i made chocolates after i got home from dinner.
they look ugly.
i TRIED. that's me pouting for not getting them right and nice and pretty.. or aka being a photo whore as always.......didn't photowhore much this valentine's with Priscilla but did make a yummy steak/pasta dinner with her again.
pictures to come later.
right now.. must finish essay. BWAAAAAAAH.